I've recently found out I'm pregnant and I'm struggling to feel any other emotion except sadness and dread. I feel so bad for even saying that because all I've ever wanted is to be a Mam. Unfortunately, I've suffered with 2 miscarriages in the past, one of which was an ectopic pregnancy. I'm only 34 but I had came to terms with the fact I was never going to become a parent. 2 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant and I've calculated about 6-7 weeks. I'm confused as to why I don't feel happy about it. I'm in a loving relationship and my partner is so supportive. He is overjoyed and I feel empty and lost and I just don't understand why I'm not feeling happy about finally having something I've wanted for so long. I feel like I have no positive emotion towards this pregnancy and it's concerning as to why that is. Any advice would be greatly appreciated 
