heartbroken
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Its only been 2 1/2 months since my little boy passed away. Im missing him SOO MUCH. My heart achs for him and i know ill never get to be a mammy to him. Me & OH have been talking about giving him a little brother or sister. We dont want to try its more if it happens it happens because i dont want to be getting my hopes up every month and be dissapointed. I dont want to get pregnant in january because thats when i got pregnant with david. Id like to start around march. Im NOT trying to replace him because nobody could replace the love i have for my little angel. What do use ladies think? Is it to soon?
Ive been to a medium friday and my OH's mam is in spirit and came back to us to say she has our lil boy and he didnt want to live the life he had of if he survived( he would of been blind, deaf, and having mental ******ation) . He didnt want us caring for him when he was 20 and the rest of his life. She said we'll have a healthy baby girl next year but im not couting on that. i will worry throughout my pregnancy and until i have a heathy baby in my arms thats when il breath a sigh of relief. I feel abit of comfort knowing he's with his nanny.. xx
Ive been to a medium friday and my OH's mam is in spirit and came back to us to say she has our lil boy and he didnt want to live the life he had of if he survived( he would of been blind, deaf, and having mental ******ation) . He didnt want us caring for him when he was 20 and the rest of his life. She said we'll have a healthy baby girl next year but im not couting on that. i will worry throughout my pregnancy and until i have a heathy baby in my arms thats when il breath a sigh of relief. I feel abit of comfort knowing he's with his nanny.. xx