little momma
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hi mummies
im just wondering if anyone else feels like they're about to explode with jealousy when other people are having babies...
for example...
im talking to my boyfriend on msn while he's at work (naughty lol), and he's just told me that his friend has had to leave work because his wifes waters have broken... and i am SO jealous.
i feel genuinly pissed off that she's in labour and i'm not even pregnant.
which is ridiculous because i'm the luckiest mummy ever and my daughter is so perfect. like dont get me wrong i'm not jealous because i want a new born not my wonderful amazing beautiful little girl. I'm just jealous of the actual labour.
which is made even more stupid by the fact that labour and giving birth really messed me up and like, i still have nightmares about it 6 months on and sometimes the horidness of it is like all i can think about and also all the other stuff like the fact that my daughters dad took ages to get there and stuff...
why am i such a jealous cow about someone else (who i dont even know) being in labour? and its not just her, one of my best friends is pregnant and i get really funny about her having a bump and me not but especially the fact that she will give birth and i wont.
is there anyone else that feels like this? or am i just a wierdo...
i think labour and giving birth really messed with my head.
oh dear. i'm a fruitcake arnt i? and really horrible as well, this poor woman who i've never met is in pain and i'm sitting at home with my lovely daughter being pissed off and jealous at her.
im just wondering if anyone else feels like they're about to explode with jealousy when other people are having babies...
for example...
im talking to my boyfriend on msn while he's at work (naughty lol), and he's just told me that his friend has had to leave work because his wifes waters have broken... and i am SO jealous.
i feel genuinly pissed off that she's in labour and i'm not even pregnant.
which is ridiculous because i'm the luckiest mummy ever and my daughter is so perfect. like dont get me wrong i'm not jealous because i want a new born not my wonderful amazing beautiful little girl. I'm just jealous of the actual labour.
which is made even more stupid by the fact that labour and giving birth really messed me up and like, i still have nightmares about it 6 months on and sometimes the horidness of it is like all i can think about and also all the other stuff like the fact that my daughters dad took ages to get there and stuff...
why am i such a jealous cow about someone else (who i dont even know) being in labour? and its not just her, one of my best friends is pregnant and i get really funny about her having a bump and me not but especially the fact that she will give birth and i wont.
is there anyone else that feels like this? or am i just a wierdo...
i think labour and giving birth really messed with my head.
oh dear. i'm a fruitcake arnt i? and really horrible as well, this poor woman who i've never met is in pain and i'm sitting at home with my lovely daughter being pissed off and jealous at her.