Demi
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We're ntnp. I've caught him out a few times though and always in my fertile time. I know it's hard to conceive anyway but I just really need to be a mum now. To make it worse I know I'm gonna miss this cycle because I'm on holiday. This month af was late. I tested and got a line, thought it was a bit thin. Next day got af. Bloody evap!
I just want to get my bfp now. I feel like crap today and everyone is noticing. But I just want a big hug from my oh and I can't even get that or cry down the phone to him because he says he's ok when it happens but doesn't want to rush anything yet.
Sorry for the rant but this is just doing my head in!
Plus I'm cramping like crazy from af which is just reminding me of my failure at becoming a mum. So not enjoying myself. I can't take it anymore, I can't imagine getting af again and feeling this deflated. Or seeing a blank white test again.
The only thing worse than that would be not trying all together.
I apologise ladies xx
I just want to get my bfp now. I feel like crap today and everyone is noticing. But I just want a big hug from my oh and I can't even get that or cry down the phone to him because he says he's ok when it happens but doesn't want to rush anything yet.
Sorry for the rant but this is just doing my head in!
Plus I'm cramping like crazy from af which is just reminding me of my failure at becoming a mum. So not enjoying myself. I can't take it anymore, I can't imagine getting af again and feeling this deflated. Or seeing a blank white test again.
The only thing worse than that would be not trying all together.
I apologise ladies xx