Hi girls,
So long story short Ive had two miscarriages this year. My most recent was a mmc and it was in the summer.
But I need advice,
My boyfriend and I decided not to actively try again until after Christmas. We are birth emotionally exhausted...me especially. We are supposed to be using protection but we havent been at all.
My cycle has obviously been all over the place. Ive had no one month period, two periods in one month, waited for 6 weeks another.
This month we have had lots of sex. So its more than likely we would of been active around the time I was ovulating even if I didnt know I was.
I so desperately would love to be pregnant again but I will really struggle over Christmas. It would just feel like I couldnt let loose on Xmas new year and its my boyfriends birthday. The reason I would feel like this every pregnancy ends in miscarriage so far for me. How can I enjoy myself worrying about my baby? Ive also built NYE up and made a big fuss on how I cant wait for it so I can start fresh...I am even throwing a party.
With my cycle being so off I could not test until after Christmas but ....what if I am pregnant and I drink and hurt my baby? What if Im not pregnant and have another long cycle?
Wow its so much to think about.
Xx
So long story short Ive had two miscarriages this year. My most recent was a mmc and it was in the summer.
But I need advice,
My boyfriend and I decided not to actively try again until after Christmas. We are birth emotionally exhausted...me especially. We are supposed to be using protection but we havent been at all.
My cycle has obviously been all over the place. Ive had no one month period, two periods in one month, waited for 6 weeks another.
This month we have had lots of sex. So its more than likely we would of been active around the time I was ovulating even if I didnt know I was.
I so desperately would love to be pregnant again but I will really struggle over Christmas. It would just feel like I couldnt let loose on Xmas new year and its my boyfriends birthday. The reason I would feel like this every pregnancy ends in miscarriage so far for me. How can I enjoy myself worrying about my baby? Ive also built NYE up and made a big fuss on how I cant wait for it so I can start fresh...I am even throwing a party.
With my cycle being so off I could not test until after Christmas but ....what if I am pregnant and I drink and hurt my baby? What if Im not pregnant and have another long cycle?
Wow its so much to think about.
Xx